Dear Diary, ♥
I Don't know what on my mind, I don't even know what in my heart. Everything looks so dark. On my mind and my heart are different. They aren't compared each other and refused each other, I think A and in my heart feel B so brume. With you everything are so incredible. I don't know why I love you. Everytime I miss you.

I've felt hurt so bad, even it make me doubt you. I don't wanna it repeat to second time. I'm just fear for this. I just make my self to don't expect a lot to you, because it very hurts! Pain sometime, but I still love you so damn... You with your words made me so confused enough. Please boy, assure me everytime cause the doubt cam come anytime :') and look at my heart so deep, there is love for you.

Do you know what is love? Its a symbol of affection till now I feel I'm in love. He judge me its not pure cause I was doubt to him. Even he doesn't know how is feel pain if just unrequited. I love you so much but I'm too afraid. Make me believe, how ever it can be shaking anytime. Faith - Love is everything. My love my everything. Cause love just want to see hapiness. I'll do anything to make my love happy.