Senin, 30 Mei 2011

Dear Diary, 
I Don't know what on my mind, I don't even know what in my heart. Everything looks so dark. On my mind and my heart are different. They aren't compared each other and refused each other, I think A and in my heart feel B so brume. With you everything are so incredible. I don't know why I love you. Everytime I miss you.

I've felt hurt so bad, even it make me doubt you. I don't wanna it repeat to second time. I'm just fear for this. I just make my self to don't expect a lot to you, because it very hurts! Pain sometime, but I still love you so damn... You with your words made me so confused enough. Please boy, assure me everytime cause the doubt cam come anytime :') and look at my heart so deep, there is love for you.

Do you know what is love? Its a symbol of affection till now I feel I'm in love. He judge me its not pure cause I was doubt to him. Even he doesn't know how is feel pain if just unrequited. I love you so much but I'm too afraid. Make me believe, how ever it can be shaking anytime. Faith - Love is everything. My love my everything. Cause love just want to see hapiness. I'll do anything to make my love happy.

Selasa, 24 Mei 2011

Dear Dairy, 
I meet him today. I saw him passing by my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and greet him but I felt so awkward so I looked the other way. Then, they leave me. My heart is crying. I don't know what must I do. To the point, He'll never like a girl like me.
I don't want a boyfriend that looks like a model, looks arent everything. I don't want a boyfriend that takes life to seriously, I have a sense of humor, therefor I am a goof troop. I don't want a boyfriend who feels the need to go out and party every weekend, I like staying home watching movies and playing video games. I don't want a boyfriend that tells me im sexy, I want a boyfriend that tells me im beautiful. I don't want a boyfriend that'll pressure me into having sex, I want a boyfriend that'll ask me if im sure I want to do it or not. I don't want a perfect relationship, because those obviously don't exist. I just want somebody I can be myself with, somebody i can be nothing with. Nothing? Yes, nothing. I've heard it lasts forever.

Selasa, 12 April 2011

#papsleavebiebsalone!

See this? This breaks my heart. People really need to give him a break, especially the paps. They need to understand he’s just a normal boy, yeah he’s the hottest pop singer out there right now, but they need to give him space and personal time with his family. HIS DAD IS OUT THERE WITH HIM FOR GOSH SAKES, LET JUSTIN BIEBER SPEND TIME WITH HIS DAD WITHOUT PAPS ALL UP THEIR ASSES. Leave the boy alone for once, yeah he’s famous, but he does need time alone, personal space, without screaming fans and paps, he wants time alone with his family, so let him have time alone with family. 

It breaks my heart because he’s upset. He’s upset that the paps are always in his face, he knows he’s famous and theres going to be paps everywhere he goes, but they do need to give him a break, I don’t like seeing Justin upset, whether it’s the paps that are annoying jhim, or his girlfriend breaking up with him or haters, or fans turning on him, I don’t like him upset/mad/angry..whatever. It hurts me, a belieber, and it hurts thousands of his other beliebers to see tweets like this because we want him to be happy, thats all we want, a smile..the real smile, the sweet lovey tweets, not depressing tweets. We love Justin dearly, and we hate when he has a frown, when Justin smiles, we smile. We want the best for him, we want his heart to be happy,And us true beliebers know when Justin is upset, we deeply know when something is wrong with our boy and it breaks us. 

So Justin, we love you, we understand the paps need to give you a break, we understand you want time alone with your family, and I hope they left you alone, you deserve a break, you worked SOOOO hard for us, and we understand. We love you. We care about you, so smile baby, it looks amazing on you, don’t frown, why? because…

WHEN YOU SMILE, WE SMILE <3

p.s paparzzai, leave the boy and his family alone, k bye. 

loveyou bieeebberr.

Jumat, 01 April 2011

Pertama kali tau Justin Bieber.

Halo beliebers, gue pingin cerita awal mula gue tau "the boy and the most important person who changed my life" yeaa it's JUSTIN BIEBER!

Nah jadi ceritanya gini, gue punya temen di facebook namanya Leigha Eady. Gue kenal sama Leigha dari temen SD gue Muhammad Wenvy Agam sebut saja agam yang pindah ke London, Ontario ikut bersama keluarganya disana *enak bener ye zz--" terus temen gue si Agam pacaran sama si Leigha dan gue pun ngeadd pesbuknya sekitar bulan Agustus, 2009 lalu gue dan Leigha berkenalan. Pas gue lagi liat koleksi album fotonya Leigha eh ada album foto yg judulnya "Justin Bieber <3" dan Leigha sendiri juga pake poto profil Justin Bieber. akhirnya gue tanya deh tuh ke orangnya "Who the boy in your profpic?" eh tiba2 si agam langsung jebejebean coment gini "he's not a girl!" eh leigha langsung ketawa tuh kata dia "he is a teenage pop star (:" terus gue liat lagi albumnya "Justin Bieber <3" dengan seksama dan dalem hati pun gue berkata gini "eh kayak cewe banget sumpah hahahaha" *parah bgt ya gue._. saking penasarannya gue sama Leigha kenapa bisa segini Fanatic sama Justin Bieber gue iseng cari video clipnya di youtube. dannn jengjeng....

Gue pertama kali ngeliat videoklip Justin Bieber it's called "One Time" i already got a BIEBER FEVER! Sumpah ya di video clip itu tuh Justinnya cute bangetttttttttttttttttt *O*
dan dari situ pula juga gue bikin sebuah account bernama Twitter karna di page facebooknya dia sering ngepost twitter dia gituu makanya gue ikut-ikutan hehe. Semenjak gue punya twitter, gue tau news tentang dia dan semakin hari gue semakin jatuh cinta sama tuh orang :')

but i wish, someday i have a chance to meet Justin Bieber :'( NEVER SAY NEVER!








Justin Drew Bieber, I love you with all my heart and soul


The only thing I can say to you is thank you, thank you and more thank you! There’s no word to describe what you mean to me.


WE LOVE YOU JUSTIN DREW BIEBER! 

Kamis, 31 Maret 2011

PRANK THE PRANKSTER.


DO NOT DO THIS..THIS IS FUCKING STUPID!!!
 You do realize if he’s following you on twitter right now and you unfollow him, it automatically unfollows you too so it will take you forever for him to follow you back, great thinkin’ guys.
I don't think people who have met Justin know how lucky they are...


some beliebers: I mean…they’re all like “OMG! I’VE MET JUSTIN 3 TIMES AND HAVE BEEN TO 7 OF HIS CONCERTS!!!” And then theres people like me who will never meet him. 






me either butt, NEVER SAY NEVER
I'm gonna meet him this 23rd on his my world tour in Indonesia! 
LEGGO!!!

Rabu, 30 Maret 2011

Im fed up with all the Bieber haters.

Why are you gonna waste time hating on him? you can keep your thoughts to yourself. You dont see me hating on the music or your idols so why do you do that to me. Plus Justin did nothing wrong. he did not make fun of your mom, he did not trip you in the hallways. he did nothing to you. you dont hate Justin Bieber you hate the fact you’re NOT Justin Bieber. thats all.

Selasa, 29 Maret 2011


See this, Justin tweeted this 57 minuets ago. Funny how i didn’t see him tweet this until i clicked on his page to see if he had tweeted like you do maybe..every 10 minuets. You know why i didn’t see this tweet. Because, its not meant for me, not for Pattie, Jeremy, Kenny, Scooter Ryan and Chaz. Its for Selena.You know, i really have thought that i would have a chance with Justin. Why?, he is everything any girl could ever want. He is perfect. Yeh it might be sad, but he has made me think i might have a chance with him because when your a Belieber you know anything is possible, Never Say Never isnt just a motto anymore. Sometimes my friends and family snap me back into reality and tell me i’ll never be with him or meet him, or he doesn’t even know i exist. You know why my heart is torn, is because i love him more than words can describe, but nobody understands that. I wish, i wish one day i could really tell him how much i love him…

Senin, 21 Maret 2011

if you love Justin Bieber, read this please!


Do you see that? That makes me wanna cry.
He deleted it now.
It’s his birthday and all you guys can do is talk trash about how he’s “Changed”, How much you hate his girlfriend & how you miss the “Old Justin”.
I’m guessing that’s why he’s having mixed feelings.
When I see Justin, I still see that short, high pitched voice, cutie I fell in love with.
Maybe he’s grown a good 5 inches & his voice got deeper, but he’s still that Justin we all love. I really see no change in him at all.
Yeah, maybe sometimes he’ll have a bad day or two & acts a little irritated at times. But give him a break. He’s in the spotlight all the time, he can’t even go enjoy a day out with his girlfriend without being attacked by paparazzi. If he says or does one little thing wrong, some of his own fans will turn on him. He always being asked about his personal life over & over again in almost every single interview and i’m sure that gets tiring.
What I’m saying is that, i think we need to Just stop it with all of this drama & remember why we became the beliebers we are today. How did you become a fan? Everyone has their own story on how, but i’m pretty sure everyone became a fan because of his music, right? I think we need to stop worrying & fighting over who he’s dating, his hair & other pointless things like that. It’s about the music.This drama has gone so far even Justin has seen it & it looks like he’s not too happy about.
So i’m asking you, beliebers, to PLEASE stop fighting over unimportant things. We all know that Justin is still that boy from a small town with an incredible voice & a big heart. For his birthday they raised MILLIONS of dollars for a great cause.Don’t call him a jerk. Look at his tweets. He Retweets his fans & follows a bunch of them every day. He thanks us & let’s us know how much he loves us Just about every day. He played so many shows last year while he was sick. Don’t call him ungrateful.
In my eyes, Justin is an AMAZING person & Everybody just needs to give him a break. He obviously wants all of this drama to stop. So do I.
I will support Justin No matter what. Will you? I don’t care who he dates, what his hair looks like or how many mistakes he makes in the future, He’s still that Justin Bieber I fell in love with almost year ago.
So can we please, PLEASE Just stop it?

Dear Justin Bieber.

Dear Justin Bieber, 
So. First off… HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 17. Wow. I remember that little kid that used to sing on youtube. Time flies. I know there’s been a lot of shit going around about you lately and that you’re ‘rude’ but honestly, I still think you’re the most amazing celebrity I’ve ever came across. Your talent, your smile, your personality, the way you present yourself, your clothes, your laugh, your swag… everything? Idk. The list could go on. Your music has inspired me.. so much. I know some people are probably like “LOL BABY BABY BABY OH HOW INSPIRING” But seriously, Down To Earth helped me through my parents divorce, honestly. It helped hearing a song about what I was going through. So.. Thanks. Your story.. well, isn’t that one for the books? Just a small town kid, and you made it. You taught us all to never say never and believe in our dreams, it can happen, if you try. You taught me that. I’m forever grateful, I swear. I hope you have such a long career because honestly, you deserve it. I’m not saying that because I’m biased, I just honestly think you do. The way you handle the haters, “kill ‘em with kindness.” I don’t know how you do that, really. But what I’m saying is, no matter what others say, I still think you’re the same Justin, just taller and with a different hair style and I will support you ‘til the end… BECAUSE BIEBER FEVER IS UNCUREABLE! Hahahah. Have the best birthday ever, you deserve it. I’m just a random girl with a blog, nothing special, so this, something you won’t even see won’t mean anything, but.. thank you, for everything.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN DREW BIEBER.

We Sorry Justin :(