Dear Diary, ♥
I Don't know what on my mind, I don't even know what in my heart. Everything looks so dark. On my mind and my heart are different. They aren't compared each other and refused each other, I think A and in my heart feel B so brume. With you everything are so incredible. I don't know why I love you. Everytime I miss you.

I've felt hurt so bad, even it make me doubt you. I don't wanna it repeat to second time. I'm just fear for this. I just make my self to don't expect a lot to you, because it very hurts! Pain sometime, but I still love you so damn... You with your words made me so confused enough. Please boy, assure me everytime cause the doubt cam come anytime :') and look at my heart so deep, there is love for you.

Do you know what is love? Its a symbol of affection till now I feel I'm in love. He judge me its not pure cause I was doubt to him. Even he doesn't know how is feel pain if just unrequited. I love you so much but I'm too afraid. Make me believe, how ever it can be shaking anytime. Faith - Love is everything. My love my everything. Cause love just want to see hapiness. I'll do anything to make my love happy.

Dear Dairy, ♥
I meet him today. I saw him passing by my way. I didn't know what to do. I used to smile and greet him but I felt so awkward so I looked the other way. Then, they leave me. My heart is crying. I don't know what must I do. To the point, He'll never like a girl like me.

I don't want a boyfriend that looks like a model, looks arent everything. I don't want a boyfriend that takes life to seriously, I have a sense of humor, therefor I am a goof troop. I don't want a boyfriend who feels the need to go out and party every weekend, I like staying home watching movies and playing video games. I don't want a boyfriend that tells me im sexy, I want a boyfriend that tells me im beautiful. I don't want a boyfriend that'll pressure me into having sex, I want a boyfriend that'll ask me if im sure I want to do it or not. I don't want a perfect relationship, because those obviously don't exist. I just want somebody I can be myself with, somebody i can be nothing with. Nothing? Yes, nothing. I've heard it lasts forever.